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Prepare For Nuclear Meltdown!


I have had it. In one moment my whole fucking world has come crashing down around my ears, and I just want to scream and give it up. ALL OF IT.

1. Fucking unemployed bastard almost ex-husband

2. Fucking ineffectual god damned layer

3. Fucking system which doesn't provide for the above two statements

4. Fucking lack of job and means of support

5. Fucked up the ass - that's me.

6. What fucking difference would it make?

Just spoke to (insert #2) who said... I spoke with your husband, who says he has nothing and is unemployed. If I bring suit for lack of payment, he will counter and get the amount owed lowered, but can't pay it anyway. Which amounts to the fact that there is no way to collect blood from a stone, resulting in (insert #5).

Was told the (insert #1) said he would call me. Nothing in the last week, which means (insert #5).

Also told that the divorce is before the judge, who should be signing off on it within the next week. (insert #6)

So... if I disappear from LJ and your lives it's because I've been evicted and am out in the streets somewhere... carrying my computer in my arms and looking for a place to stick it.

Fuck it all. **sniffs**

Comments

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misanthrope7842
Feb. 11th, 2004 11:05 am (UTC)
::hugs::
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:33 pm (UTC)
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**hugs** you back.
whenbuffysmiles
Feb. 11th, 2004 11:08 am (UTC)
My thoughts are with you. :hugs:
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:33 pm (UTC)
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Thanks for thinking of me, and **hugs** you back.
hellsbells
Feb. 11th, 2004 11:16 am (UTC)
Still want me to come over and shoot him for you?

Tell you what, you look after my kids for a couple of days and I'll kill him. Slowly.

Have a *hug*. I've needed them today too.
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:35 pm (UTC)
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Bring 'em on, pet. I've had two kids, they still live. **whispers address of shithead in your ear** Thanks for being willing to take him on for me. **hugs** you back.
kallysten
Feb. 11th, 2004 11:40 am (UTC)
*big hug*
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:38 pm (UTC)
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**big hugs** right back at you. Thanks, sweetie, for caring.
poshcat
Feb. 11th, 2004 11:42 am (UTC)
Honey! Honey! ::hugs you tight:: I'm not sure how serious you are, but there have got to be government agencies to help out people who are exactly in the situation you presently find yourself. Food banks, shelters, job-training, what have you. Things couldn't get much worse, so you just have to hang on tight until this storm passes. Don't you have any family that can help you? Yikes! :0(
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:44 pm (UTC)
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**hugs you back, tighter** Have two kids, one of whom is in no place to help, one of whom doesn't think to help. Nobody is willing to help - most family left is HIS. The bastard.

Then there is always the stipulation in the divorce papers regarding alimony, and not being on public support. S'part of why I really mouthed off against the freaking system today. All conspired against me.

Just because I'm paranoid, doesn't mean I'm wrong.

Thanks just for caring.
vampkiss
Feb. 11th, 2004 12:02 pm (UTC)
::hugs::
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:47 pm (UTC)
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**hugs** you back.
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spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:48 pm (UTC)
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Thanks for caring, Brandi. **hugs you**
_touched
Feb. 11th, 2004 12:19 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I know we don't know each other very well but I hate to see someone having such a hard time. I sincerely hope everything gets better for you. You will be in my thoughts.
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:54 pm (UTC)
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I'll take the caring from as many people who want to offer it. That I don't know you yet? So much the better. **hugs** to you, _touched

Wanna make me feel better? Read my ficcie? New writer looking for loving. Hey, if I can pimp my own fic, there's hope for me yet, yes? Everything is in memories if you choose to look. Thanks.
_touched
Feb. 11th, 2004 08:14 pm (UTC)
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Aw you're more than welcome, here's some more in case you still fee bad, *hugs, hugs, hugs*, and I'll be more than happy to read your fic. Actually I have been reading it for the last couple of weeks, I just haven't had much time to comment on some of it because I'm like a Chem major, ya know a lowly college student starving and broke and with many tests and courses to study for. Hee! It takes me away a lot. So yeah, I'm reading you and I promise I'll comment on what I read when I read it soon. :)

And yes of course you can pimp your own stuff. I haven't locked mine in memories yet, but I few a small pieces that I've written and my first BtVS fic as well which was Willow and Tara, but eh I don't think it's that great. It probably could be better. :) But of course I'd love to read some more of your stuff you've written. :)
jwynn
Feb. 11th, 2004 01:10 pm (UTC)
I wish I had something comforting to say, but I can't think of anything that doesn't sound stupid. Your ex sounds like a major league ass, and I am so sorry you have to suffer through a crappy situation like this.

::hugs::
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:56 pm (UTC)
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can't think of anything that doesn't sound stupid. Your ex sounds like a major league ass

You did a damned fine job of coming up with very non-stupid words, in my opinion. **hugs** you hard!
poetlover
Feb. 11th, 2004 03:46 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry. ::hugs::
spikes_heart
Feb. 11th, 2004 04:58 pm (UTC)
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**hugs** you back. Really, thanks for caring.
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