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My Life or Something Like It

If you want to know what's going on with me these days, feel free to check under the cut. It's not good, folks.


Those of you who've seen me around the past nearly ten years or so have read about the hell that was life in Vermont, the possibility of homelessness, the return to the bosom of my children and the birth of my grandchildren. You've slogged through my surgeries and my frayed nerves. You've read the occasional fanfic I've managed to get out.

Today I received the birthday present from Hell. I hadn't mentioned this latest crisis... it was just a bit too much. Last Sunday my lady parts decided to they wanted to be Niagara Falls. Lovely hemorrhaging and a trip to the emergency room resulted in a two day hospital stay and lots of invasive testing.

Today I had a follow-up visit with the doctor and she pronounced the results of the biopsy.

Endometrial cancer.

I don't know what stage it's in yet... have a GYN appointment next Tuesday, but it looks like there's another surgery on my horizon.

Yay.

I really think I'm at the end of my wits here. Enough, already. Okay?

Just fuck.

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enigmaticblues
Sep. 4th, 2013 07:50 pm (UTC)
Oh, hon. I'm so sorry. *big hugs*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:48 am (UTC)
Thank you, sweetie.
gillo
Sep. 4th, 2013 08:03 pm (UTC)
Sod and buggery to bloody hell. SO not fair.

I've been bouncing back and forth to gynae doctors with unwanted bleeding too, so I know what it's like. Not fun.

{{{hugs}}} and lots of kisses.

xxxx
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:50 am (UTC)
Hopefully your results aren't like mine, Gill. **hugs and kisses back**
debris4spike
Sep. 4th, 2013 08:13 pm (UTC)
Hopefully as it's the endometrium it's "local" and contained ... and therefore "easily" treated.

Doesn't help you at this point, but my love and thoughts are with you.

*hugs* you tight.
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:51 am (UTC)
Thanks for your kind words, hon. From your mouth... *hugs you back*
tabaqui
Sep. 4th, 2013 08:18 pm (UTC)
Ah, bb. I'm so very sorry!
*hugs*

I wish I could offer more than text on a page. If you think there *is* something I can do, please feel free to ask.

*all good thoughts and energies and blessings*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:51 am (UTC)
*Takes your kind words to heart* Thanks, love.
comlodge
Sep. 4th, 2013 08:25 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry you've another hurdle to scramble over. They weren't joking that life is a bitch! Take care.
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:52 am (UTC)
Thanks, Jan... it is indeed a bitch. Will do my best.
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eurydice72
Sep. 4th, 2013 08:33 pm (UTC)
Oh, hon, I'm so sorry. All my prayers and thoughts for you that it's an early stage. *hugs*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:53 am (UTC)
Thanks for your support, Sig. I need all that I can get.
sueworld2003
Sep. 4th, 2013 08:57 pm (UTC)
Oh dear god I'm so very sorry to hear this latest news love.

Please keep us informed as to how thing are meant to progress from here treatment wise. *much love and hugs*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:54 am (UTC)
Thanks, Sue. Will do my best to keep everyone up to date. **smooches**
felisblanco
Sep. 4th, 2013 09:53 pm (UTC)
Oh honey, I am so so sorry. It never just rains for some people, it seems, just pours and pours. Stupid universe.

Hoping and wishing that it is in its early stages and as easily treatable as possible.

*hugs you very, very hard*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:56 am (UTC)
Feels like everything is fighting for space on my shoulders at the same time. Thanks for the kind words. *hugs you back*
petzipellepingo
Sep. 4th, 2013 10:06 pm (UTC)
That's just horrible, sending massive, massive good vibes your way.
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:56 am (UTC)
**Gathers up all those good vibes and stores them away** Thanks, Petzi.
cindergal
Sep. 4th, 2013 11:04 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry. Sending all good vibes for the best possible outcome for you. *hugs*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:59 am (UTC)
Thanks, hon. From your mouth...
caliente_uk
Sep. 4th, 2013 11:49 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry to hear this. Sending much love and many hugs your way. *hugs*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 03:00 am (UTC)
**loves you and hugs you back** Thanks, pet.
mad_brilliant_
Sep. 5th, 2013 12:09 am (UTC)
Fuck cancer. You can beat this. My thoughts and prayers are with you. *hugs*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 03:01 am (UTC)
I agree - fuck it dry. Will do my best, hon. **hugs you back**
fishsanwitt
Sep. 5th, 2013 01:32 am (UTC)
I'm so sorry. Sending many ::hugs:: and good thoughts.
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 03:02 am (UTC)
Thanks for the well wishes. Will try my hardest to beat this thing. **hugs you back**
settiai
Sep. 5th, 2013 02:32 am (UTC)
*hugs you*
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 03:02 am (UTC)
**hugs you back**
fenchurche
Sep. 5th, 2013 03:01 am (UTC)
Oh no... I'm so sorry! Will keep you in my thoughts this next week and keep my fingers crossed for some better news at the doctor's visit.
spikes_heart
Sep. 5th, 2013 03:03 am (UTC)
Thanks for thinking of me - with luck, the news won't be all bad.
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