Well, it's somewhat under control now, thanks to lovely Lexipro, and I've been trying to reach out more. My niece, Rebecca (dickwad's brother's daughter), who turned 24 yesterday, got married last Sunday. It nearly broke my heart not to see her and be there for her, but circumstances are what they are. However... I asked my kids to pass on my love and hope (and email address) and sure enough... I got an answer back and some lovely pics that I just have to share!!
Introducing Rebecca and Judah
The sheer bliss of knowing she wants me back in her life again makes me giddy. I'd quite forgotten what real happiness was. This is sooo cool!! *grins*